New Direction

I’ve decided to change direction of this little blog/journal/diary/confessional.  I’m planning a vacation this summer.  It’ll be the first in six years as I’ve been the world’s worst employee and have not been offered vacation time for many reasons.
As I am newly released from Probation here in Wisconsin I have the opportunities I’ve been denied (for many reasons, not the least of which are other people’s behavior).  I’ve had casual sex, viewed porn (free porn is next to useless, btw), and imbibed alcohol in the last few weeks.  I’m also on the internet with almost an addict’s frequency.
I remember a lie I told in elementary school; I was constantly trying to convince my peers I was cool - still am, I suppose - and said my family owned a beach house in Florida where anyone wanting to use the pool must do so naked.
Almost every nudist website I view or join has asked or talked about how many years I have been a nudist.  On these websites, those who say, “all my life” usually follow by saying they were raised by nudist parents or were encouraged some other way by the adults in their lives.
I most certainly didn’t have nudist parents.  Mom was a nurse for most of her career and encouraged us to listen to our bodies so to better understand our health.  She also made sure we would never hold back information from a doctor simply because it was embarrassing… really that was for her parental communication with future taciturn teens.  All said, I’ve been a nudist for as long as I can remember.  I started sleeping naked in elementary school, I had my first boyfriend (though that’s not what we called it) in middle school, and was testing the limits of public nudity all through high school and college.  I don’t remember a time I didn’t think a naked walk in the woods would be cool.
What was so commonly referred to as peer pressure during my childhood kept me from really diving into the social/recreational nudity scene.  Hell, it took the internet to realize Mazo Beach is real and not just an urban legend. Now I intend to post my experiences as a newbie, from testing my friends reactions during childhood to my adult experiences with sexual partners and friends to planning and going on this summer’s vacation.